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i wish i'd be able to say it straight out that "You All are not what I take as true friends"...I dont wish to break ppl heart but....thats just exactly how i really feel towards some bunch of ppl. I dont wanna be fake, I dont wanna be someone Im not, I dont want ppl to have wrong feelings of who I really am. I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF, I want to be the real me, the Jackie, or I should say for ONCE, the Jacqueline who ppl I love really know.

I've always thought that the more friends I have, the more better life would be and every friends are the same...but OBVIOUSLY thats a huge HUGE mistake...a STUPID-STINKY-BOO-CRAP-WAY of thinking!! It takes time to consider a person your friend...something that I learnt from my Roommate here in Tokyo, a simple thing as "having a common interest" doesnt simply mean "we're best friends now"...it might feel good at the very beginning, having same topic to chat, imagining crazy thoughts and etc. But for me, clear enough to know WHO MY BEST FRDS ARE and, as usual, the feeling of that kinda friendship changes as time goes by, Im tired of it and  the importance of what it should be starts fading away in me and ended up with one conclusion: IF thats what I take as good friends (just by common interest), then I dont need a boyfriend BECAUSE instead of the good friends and boyfriend, all I want now are MY VERY BEST LOVERS, the friends I LOVE deep inside my heart. 

**a bit too over, is it? but...that's how i feel right now at this moment....so WHATEVER XD

In other words, "good friends" equals "friends" ; "Lovers" equals "True Friends"
so, "good friends" DOES NOT EQUAL TO "True Friends" (FULL STOP)

I feel bad...coz I've gave wrong impression to ppl who take it seriously. My -ive personality of not knowing to reject, to say "NO" IS the problem...forcing myself to say the world "YES" when it SHOULD HAVE BEEN "NO!"...what's my problem?!?! making myself even more FAKE than ever leading to the fact of whats happening now...STUPID-PIG-BUMB, ME! Jacqueline Ho Jieh Yee!

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shit....4 more days in Hong Kong then i'll be in Tokyo, Japan?! wat am i thinking now.....
i dont know at all....im SURE that im looking forward to it....
but im sure that im lost and A BIT scared(?)
my family left today morning...that really is the suckest thing in my life...
MISSING THEM ALREADY =*(
but....in another way...it's good~
coz instead of feeling home-sick in Tokyo, im feel it NOW in Hong Kong...
maybe i should say "Family-Sick"~ha!

I'd also like to express something...which might make me a little mean or sth...
ppl in love, GIRLS in particular, usually get mad about her love not being there when they need him... 
im feeling somewhat the same right now....SIU SUM!!!!! YANNNN!!!!!!!

sigh.........

Plans be4 leaving HK:

- Monday 31/3: gym, drums AND DINNER WITH LOVELY 褔娃 GROUP!!
- Tuesday 1/4: there is SOMETHING to do....but 4got wat it was....Maybe i'll go for a haircut~
- Wednesday 2/4: Last day in HK...i'll be spending the Last day with my SSGC Sweet hearts!! they're sleeping-over at my place that day THENNNN...
- Thursday 3/4: leaving lu....Sweet hearts and frds will be with me till i leave =*)

hopefully Friends I WANT to see will be coming =)

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one of the MOST unforgettable trips in my life! alot of us think that macau isnt THAT fun....
there's nothing much to do and it's SMALL....NOT TRUE!! every trip depends on ONE thing --

WHO YOU ARE GOING WITH

if you went with the RIGHT bunch of people or even person,
NO MATTER where you're going and how long you're staying, the trip WILL NEVER be on the negative side!
all you ever know about the trip is amusement, joy, enthusiasm, hyper, LAUGHTERS and so on.
it's never gonna be enough! all you do is hoping that it'll go on forever and it'll never ever end.....

but sadly....it always has to end....
no matter how fun it is, a trip is still a trip....it needs to end....SIGH

I DONT WANT IT TO END!!! WANNA SPEND FEW MORE DAYS AT MACAU!!
JUST TO HAVE FUN WITH MY FRDS!! ACTING SILLY AND CRAZY!!!

sighhh...all these wonderful memories!!

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HERE COMES THE BEST PART!!

randomly arranged the photos~~
LOVE THE PHOTOS!!!! I MEAN ALL of them~haha
regretting ONE thing only....
stupid enough NOT TO look at the guy's name tag!!! guess i was too shy/nervous to look *v*

LASTLY!!

I LOVE MY FRDSSSSS!!! ALL OF MY FRDSSS!!!

FRDSS, U KNOW WHO U ARE! SO LOVE ME BACK!! HAHA

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